tbh im happy for and support woc who succeed in school but its wheb i see other woc sitting outside their classes waiting for their professors to dismiss them that im here for like yass im figuring out my shit too im not the only one that doesnt want to be here but feels like they have to
im back to eating mad carbs like rice n noodles cus tbh for awhile i went on my friends diet who basically eats exclysively protein aside from fruits n veggies like she has 10 eggs a day without yolk n i admired her commitment to tgat esp cus she had a phat ass. but i realized that her metabolism is way dofferent from mine and she looks the way she does cus she works out alot. n i see all these women who eat rice n shit look mad healthy n good so i was like magbe my
driends diet is bot for me
tbh i dont have a consistent desired aesthetic like sometimes im a primmie and i wanna be this earthly glowing woman with thick thighs and wide hips n like now i go for like androgynous n really minimalistic with solid colors. and itll probbaly be different when ny
body changes even more.